today.. i thought i couldnt survive through school sia.. cuz i slept like 2 plus yest night.. n woke up at 6.. n even left the house early in order not to get caught in the crowded n late bus!!! hahaz.. bt guess what!! i survive the whole day including the parade.. and even manage to scold them.. n talk cock to my dear juniors!!! hahhaz..
well basically. normal sch day.. with cikgu rohani teaching us a moral thingy.. usin the ali fikir song.. angguk angguk.. geleng geleng... dorts dorts dorts... then for cme.. ms tan pick out the 2 oth ppl hu will be goin for da grand hyatt dinner.. well da 2 lucky winners are jane and elbert!!! congrats!! haha.. ENJOY ppl!! hehhhe... n for eng.. i tink remedious was in a gd mood norhz.. she make us all read aloud for the oral passages.. n gif everyone an average of 9 markz!! hehz.. then for geog.. we went through last yr geog paper.. yupp so i manage not to fall aslp in any of dose classes!! hahaz..
hmmz.. den manage to skip stars cuz of the parade..hahaz!! at least im nt stuck in da theaterette doin sum eng compo which she is goin to fail me again n again!! hehh...n went to see red cross.. dey were slackin to the core.. sharon was dere.. n she wasnt the least impress by the cadets.. a sec.2 scoldin a sec 3.. perfect ryte.. n da chairperson is soo freakin cruel to his own level mate.. n even insult him in front of the rest.. WAD KIND OF ATTITUDE IS THE CHAIRPERSON TRYIN TO POTRAY!!!im freakin pissed n tired of him.. den in front of me.. still wanna slang his commandin.. tink wad he's voice soo sexy arhz.. i vomit blood 1st..newae.. hrd complains redi.. frm ma poor juniors.. nvm.. hang in dere ppl...
my arm is really hurting sia!!! hold the flag.. then folowed by saluting to the natinal anthem.. haiz.. summore bth my right hand le.. then have to raise the flag so high cuz i too short!!! hmrf!!! and pull it at the same time.. wah.. damn pain.. n gt one time my hand shaking sia!! gahahaz.. soo farnie.. cuz we were all pulling soo hard to see if the flag can tear apart not!! siao rytez.. lol.. yupp.. so im looking forward to the nxt trainin.. so i can train on my arm.. lol!!! pulling of the flagg!!! hahahhaz.. kiezz till here.. tataz ppl...
to dose hu are feelin demoralise.. changing for the worse... i noe this is the critical time ware many will be facing the difficulties.. the pressure.. the stress... but tix is no time to change for the worse!! okiez... no time to change for the worse.. you've been in a whole lot of trouble redi.. skippin cca's.. playing truent.. u're not like tix b4.. wads happening???newae.. i juz wanna advice la.. lol.. ya bt advise okiez.. to all dose.. chill.. tink... n pray hard.. kiez..
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smtg's horrible been happenin to me lately.. i simply cant stay awake during lesson especially CHEMISTRY!!!! wth!!! its like no matter how much effort i put just to make sure i'm able to stay awake i'll just fall aslp!!! farnie huhhz.. haiz..
newae times really running out!!! i dont know where to start ready.. everything nds sooo bucking upz.. n everyone is tryin to steal away those precious times away from me!!! wad can i do???
anyway.. i was needed for the flag bearer for the ndp juz now..(see my precious time .. hmrf).. bt it was quite fun larhz.. manage to shout a lil bit at khair n get some of the anger n disapointment out of me.. hehhz.. newae khair deserve those shoutings... who ask him to be such a blur blur there.. and then still want to be the commander!!! hahahahz.... ohh yarhz khair.. ur commanding lackz strength!!! it really nd help in da strength part... anyway the flag bearers thiz yr rox ok!!! hahahaz.. nvr talk to them before.. then within like 5 mins or so.. we were already joking bt sum stuffz!!! hahahaz.. yarh newae i jusst hope that khair!!!!! will not screw things up okiez!!!
thankeew for the guidance that u haf shown to the unit... i may not have click well with you.. bt im manage to see the cheerful n playful side of u.. which i dun see alwaes.. n which make me afraid of u.. hahhaz.. lame rytez.. newae.. i was really shocked to hear u leaving.. its lyk now.. deres no one to supervise them nemore!! n i really really honestly appreciate all the effort n time you have spend with us!!! thankeew very very much!!!
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haix guess wad.. i juz get hme.. frm leavin da hse at 6.50 in da morn.. n i didnt go arnd aimlessly or shoppin or out wit frenz ok!! i was out studyin!!! yuppz!!! i was in sch.. till bout 3.. fer normal sch timetable.. den followed by s.s stars.. n den... followed by a-maths step up class.. and den followed by tuition!!! yarhz.. tt'll be my momdaes frm todae onwards..
oppz!!! I am suppose to type proper english.. sorry!!! ok.. ok i shall start from here then.. anyway.. i was late for school today!!! can u imagine that.. n elbert says this.. "you're house is 5 mins away from here.. n u're still late!!" wth!!..whatever!! hmrf.. lol.. it was the bus's fault ok.. it was late..Mr Ken.. probably one day you should try taking the bus instead!!! hmrf... then our class played against 3eB girls for netball.. n ruth i feel really bad for u girl.. u have to like run up n down the entire court.. while your classmates.. aiyoohhzz.. n tt bitch.. hu bastard the whole 4eb girlz!!! watch out cause hell is just beginning... complainin to the 3eb's wun do u any good u know!!....but that game was nice.. so much hand movements... infact too much liaoz!! hahhaz.. anyway nice game!! but i heard that 3eb girls arent happy.. hmm.. whatever.. hahahz...
n a-maths lesson with Mr tan teck hock was nice!!! hahahahz.. i understood everything!! eventhough i was suppose to be worn out.. hahahhaz!!! it was nice.. soo happy...
n uncle tayeb.. ur lesson didnt go to waste too!!! hahahz... okiez la.. wanna go off redi. tataz.. nytez...
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11:39 AM <3
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ermz.. well wanna thank mimi.. fer fetchin me afta tuition.. lol.. didnt tot u wanna fetch me cuz u came back to baba's hse soo late.. lol.. well newae thx...
ermz.. juz browsin da blogs.. n read idah's blog.. im reli touched by her tribute to her guides... n i was inspired tt i shld be writin one too rightz. haha.. newae since im soo bored ryte now.. probablie i reli shld type one.. n oso ma self reflection oso gt sae smtg bt missin rc..hehhz..
hmmmz.... here goes.. a tribute to red cross..
red cross had been my life.. dere was once ware i feel tt i live onlie to attand fer rc... besides tt.. rc has been by my side since pri such fer goodness sake.. n fer dose hu dunnoe.. now u noe why rc means ALOT to me.. yuppz.. bt now to pursue to hq level fer rc.. i dun tink deres a nd to do tt since i'll be damn bz wif wrk n stuff.. bt i promise.. sumhow in a wae or anoth... i'll go back n help out in rc.. probablie as a adult voluntary grp?? or probablie a YO?? hahhahaz.. as if. hehhz..
okiez.. brd rc!!! cant make it through w/o.. my dearest five seniors.. sha sha.. clarence. fuzzy.. nisa.. n definitely nt frgttin cassy.. n oso.. my dearest alicia.. n dezzie.. sherill.. and all.. hehhz.. to all da troublemakers in rc.. haiz... buck up okiez... hahahz... i luv u guyz!! cuz ure da ones hu create tings to be more challenging n interestin arnd in rc.. lol.. yupp... n dose hu haf left rc.. smtymz ure dearly missed..SMTYMZ onlie... hahaz.. u noe hu u guyz are..
ya to da 2006 committee.. i dun reli tink its a gd committee.. bt plz dun let rc close dwn okiez!!! u al betta dun arhz.. later both sha n me will cum afta u guyz.. hahahz... okiez... all da tymz.. all da troubles.. all da experience we had.. its all in ma heart okiez... n i;ll rmb each n every single one of u guyz.. dun worrie.. cuz everysingle one of u guyz haf a special thing tt kept u all in ma head... hahaz.. share a special spirit in urself.. tt i u all are da brd rc family.. if u guys dun lift up tt image den nobody will... kiez.. i dun look upon u guys as my cadets anymore.. bt im lookin at u guys as my lil bro's n sista... so if deres anything amiss in rc. dun be afraid to cum n see me or sha.. cuz we wun be scoldin anymore.. had enuff of scoldin... hahhahaz....im alredi missin rc.. eventhough sha still ask me to see here see dere.. lol.. i;ll be back fer national dae though.. so ppplllleeeaaaasssseeee impress me wif smtg!!! hahaz.. luv all of u guyz!!! muackz..
da potential arent given da chance to stretch or are nt willing to do anythg.. da unprofesionalise potential can go to hell wif tt kinda attitude.. i dunnoe wads to cum.. bt it'll hafta cum one dae or anoth.. everydae is a pain to tink abt wad will happen if tings still carry on lyk tiz...
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i tink itz time for ma self reflection... hahahz..
firstlie tiz yr is suppose to be such an impt yr fer me.. n especiallie me... cuz tix is da yr.. which i will be leavin brd fer good... cuz tix is da yr.. ware i'll be leavin behind ma past memories of rc.. tix is da yr.. ware i'll be losing alot.. alot... alot.. of stuffz.. n nt frgettin losing touch of ma sec sch education life!!! well basicallie tiz is da yr ware i'll be graduating frm brd sec sch.. through ma o lvl.
secondlie despite all dose stuffz.. im reli slackin alot.. infact i tink im reli reducin ma energy to wrk hard.. rather den pushin maself all da wae...n oso..besides tt i haf lotsa lotsa stuff to tink abt.. n to try n get more den enuff energy.. im reli weak tix yr.. deres lyk soo little energy in me..
bt despite tt.. i feel tt ive improve too.. ive set sum time.. practicallie abt 3 times a week abt 4 hrs... to study.. hehz.. so tt means 1 wk abt 12hrs to study.. tt tmay seem very little.. bt noein me.. im glad to haf tt time to study norzh.. haiz... well definitely tix yr is da most tiring yr!!! MOST TIRING YR!!!! been tryin to rush for time!!! every single seconds means alot to me..
besides tt i tink im finallie becomin more religious??? lol!!! hopefullie.. may allah will owaes.. n foreva.. guide me through all da cabaran tt lies ahead of me...
n erm.. im happie tix yr.. well at least i tink im happie.. lol.. well shall owaes keep a positive mindset.. i'll try ma best.. n i;'ll thrive for da best!!!
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1:31 PM <3
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A Students PrayerOh Allah, help me to help myself grow,
to learn e tings tt i shld noe.
pls grant me e grace to take all kinds,
and strengthen and nurture my mind.
Regardless of e challenges which i am facing,
my task is to reach e talent within.
And shld i fail a time or two,
plz help me see what i did not do.
Plz gimme e courage, to admit when i am wrong,
so i will noe tt i am strong.
My times fly so quickly by,
if im to excel, it is now tt i muz try.
Someday u will bcum a parent wif kids of ma own;
Will i make a difference if i am grown?
"Will i make a difference?" tts easy to ask
bt makin a diff is no easy task.
Plz gimme strength n wisdom to free,
e mind n talent entrusted to me.
So wen i am judged which sum dae i will be,
oh Allah plz be kind to me.
"Did i make a diff?" will u ask, "And how?"
Well, tt all depends in wad i do now.
So help me oh Allah.
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7:26 AM <3
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hmmz.. todae in da morn. went to da beach wif ma bro.. den dere was sooooooo mani mani mani ppl... cuz of da straits times 160 lucky draw thingie.. den dere was oso performance by all da straits times sch of rock finalist.. tt includes danks... omg if u guys eva sees him u guyz wun even recongnise him.. n his gerl simply act cute act sexy.. act eeeerrrr... juz fuck off gerl cuz u arnt wad u act like.. newae da grp wif da trumpet n da shaker n da marchin drum.. u guys are damn cute sia!!! reli.. damn unusual.. bt i tink u guys gt one of da higher chances of wining.. n da heavy metal grp.. ur song damn nice!!! u guys too gt da da higher chances of wining.. both of da grps are damn original!! jia you!!! all da best.. da farniest thing was tt dere was a lady right in front of da stage.. n wen da heavy metal grp was playin.. she was readin a book.. tengah kusyuk pulak too!!! ahahha.. damn farnie.. cuz da song was damn damn loud!!! hahaha.. newae da danks i reli pity ur guitar.. u can even step on ur guitar sia.. n u drag da guitar against da side of da stage.. haf sum pity on ur guitar la.. aiyohhz!!!
newae had ma breakfast at mac's n it was damn damn packed!!!! eeerrr... gtta queue fer sooo long!!! haiz.. newae afta da all da performance ended we both went home.. n plaied wif imran larhz.. hahahaz.. den wen dwn fer sum majlis perkahwinan of sm ppl la.. reli regret goin..dey didnt even layan us lorhx.. all selve servise.. asshole.. n da place was soooo quiet tak meriah at all.. wad kinda majlis is tt oso i dunnoe... newae afta tt rush to tuition n da bus was damn damn late..
den afta lesson zara told me an incident tt happen listen to tix ppl!!! todae deres da rehearsal fer da ndp rytez.. n she was at city hall.. hailed a cab n wanna rush fer tuition too.. den wen hailin da cab her scarf or smtg drop.. as in terbuka la.. so in da cab she fix it.. den da taxi driver suddenly stop at da side of da road n wanna check her bag.. sae tt U MUSLIMS NOWADAYS CANNOT BE TRUSTED!!! if she dun allow him to check her bag he ask her to get out of his cab... n ma poor fren was lyk u tink im a suicide bomer?? look at me im juz an innocent young gerl.. she was too pissed tt she get out of da cab n ask da guy to becareful cuz dere'll be a suicide bomer straight ahead.. n da stoopid guy drive across 4 lanes to avoid goin straight!!! omg i reli cant believe tt s'porean can behave lyk tt... reli shocked me!!!! n ma poor zara.. darling.. chill okiez... lets curse da taxi driver n hope his taxi bang into sumware n explode!!!
ohh yarhz.. happie 16th b'dae abg.. cant go dwn to suntec n support ur ice cream stall!!! hahahz.. how dare u wanna make me sick!!! nvm.. nxt tym i'll stuff ice cream in ur mouth!!! watch out!!! hhahaaz.. newae may allah kabulkan smua ur doas!!! hehhz...sooo happie tt things are finallie ok!!! thx gerl.. n sorie fer everything!!!
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2:34 PM <3
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if u hate me juz leave me.. if u hate me.. juz leave me... if u hate me.. juz leave me alone n dun bother abt me...why is everthing crushin dwn on me lyk tiz?? i dun wan any of tiz!!! u tink i had fun??? deres ntg called fun anymore.. i dunnoe if i shld cry... scream... or strt bottlin up again???if u hate me juz leave ma alone..!! for my sake... i haf more den enuff probz.. n ure juz addin up to da ones i had n still unslove...
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12:14 PM <3
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actuallie goin fer tuition wasnt a badde idea sia!! lol.. i ended up chattin up wif siti.. i reli tink i shld reli do sum catch up wit her.. since she's ma far cousin.. n i hardlie tok to her!!! can u imagine tt.. lol.. bt well had a reli nice chat while doin chem!! hehhez.. aiya.. da whole thing nlie lasted lyk an hour half.. which i omost died in da beginin till we both broke out wif stories abt our oral examiners n so on..
u are 1 of da closest gurlfren i had.. i wun be wad i am now if it wasnt fer u and da rest... ive nvr tot of our friendship to turn out tiz wae.. infact dere was a point ware i was tinkin tt our friendship will be able to last through practicallie anything.. especiallie wif da things tt had happen b4.. tgt wif da oth 3... bt wen tiz happen i felt hurt.. i noe u'd feel it too.. bt smhow i tot u'll be bz blamin n tinkin over all ur sorrows.. tt we've cause u... newae i was reli hurt... terribly hurt.. i dunnoe how da hell to sae it.. n why do u tink i type all dose stuffz.. cuz i wan u to noe how hurt i felt.. i wan u to now how angry...its as if uve juz betrayed me... n turnin ur back at me its lyk... u shld noe wad.. n i manage to run awae frm all dose tots by forcin maself to slp.. n yet im nvr feelin betta.. i reli hope u wld read tiz n noe tt im feelin da same.. or probablie worse.. or abit lesser.. bt definitely nt indifferent abt u gettin awae frm us...probablie.. if tiz wasnt left unsaid earlier on.. things wld haf been diff...
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12:16 PM <3
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todae.. smtg diff happen.. im nt lost.. im juz bein maself.. n bein maself.. im nt ignorance... bt sadlie to sae... smoth ppl strt to be ignorance.. haiz.. thursdaes are the longest dae sia!!! can reli die.. n tues are da most craziest dae.. 2 periods each for both the sciences.. n 2 periods fer both da maths!!! omg.. can u imagine tt!!! well yupp.. n i promised kak suhaila tt i'll be attendin todaes lesson.. eeerrr.. regretted it.. tot i wun be tix tired norhz.. bt ryte now.. im extremelie exhausted!!! haiz... aiya.. muz push maself!!! push push push!!!!!
ermz.. ive lost everything tt ive given to u.. all da tym.. energy.. effort... n most important of all to me is da word called friendship... nvr tot tt tix frenship of 4 or 5 will eva turn out tiz wae... its shockin to find out tt juz by a small problem alone cld make us all lyk tix..
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6:54 AM <3
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probablie.. i shall reli give her da P.A system so tt she'll be able to save her saliva frm repeatin.. n repeatin da story abt how her dearest frenz plai a small trick on her.. which was made into such a major fight by her... wad do u tink huuhz?? probablie.. i reli shld... newae... if she tink she's still small.. angelic girl.. n doesnt deserve to called a bitch well she's damn blardy wrong ok... cuz right now.. no matter how much she dun gif a dman.. she's actin like one...anywae.. enjoy suckin up to all da oac peepz... den probablie.. she'll oso be able to enjoy n probablie.. dey'll accept her too.. all da best.... hypocrite....
anywae.. im sooo glad tt ma malay oral was in da first dae lorhz!! reli whew.... da second dae's qns was damn hard la... n cikgu can see tt she's reli nt happie n worried fer all of us.. ok la. gtg redi.. tataz all...
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8:18 PM <3
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lets juz sae i was damn blardy nervous.. n ma mind was olmost blank.. n i cant tink straught durin da oral..aarrrggghhhz... i didnt even sae da most obvious ans.. tt is tekanan!!!! aaarrrggghhhhz.. n i babble abt all oth stuff bt nt da one which is damn obviouS!!!! omg!!!! im sooo afraid tt ma points ist enuff!!! wad'll happen if da points are nt enuff arhz??? help me!!!! aarrrggghhhzz!!!
n joinin vi abg??? hmmmz... i reli dun tink i'll be joinin..sorrie cant acc u...sort of made up ma mine.. paiseh...
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12:00 PM <3
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its ma fault.. its ma fault.... ITS MA FAULT.... ok?? happie... i reli dun wanna bear any grudges against anyone.. espciallie wen tmr's ma oral.....reli gt ntg else to sae.. especiallie since u sae.. smtymz sorie juz doesnt wrkz.. n i take it tt it applies to tiz situation.....
regrets over regrets...everything is all abt regrets....
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10:15 AM <3
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hmmmz... woooo... i didnt noe.. tt bloggin can create to sooo much trouble.. haiz.. tts reli terrible.. n now anoth blog is gonna close dwn.. hmmmz...
newae.. juz now was superb by tt gerl.. onlie she can plai trick on othz.. othz cant plai trick back on her.. wth... hu da hell she tink she is norhz... haiz.. n its blardy obvious its nt da blardy first tym she's doin tiz norhz.. haiz.. den wen reach hme... still gt da cheek to msg ppl sae tt she's luffin off da matter at hme.. wadeva la.. wadeva... haiz...luff all u wan while u still can...
hmrf... well its tym ware everyone is sooo stressful over sch wrk.. n o'lvl... n da teachers.. stressin us wif tons n tons n tons of h/w... diaoz...i will survive!!! hehhz...
live life da wae u want it.. oths dun live it fer u.. so dun care bout wad dey haf to sae fer u..
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1:41 PM <3
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ma life haf been a disaster fer da past 2 daes.. i cant believe wad da teachers tink we are sia.. wonder pupils??? haiz.. newae.. i screw up da s.s assign cum test.. wadeva la.. dun care.. tts past.. hahaz..
kie kiez.. ive been strugglin of homewrks over h/wz.. wif stars.. n tuition classes.. n im reli terribly sorie to kak suhaila.. fer nt informin u tt i wun be cumin todae..n u cum all da wae frm sengkang.. omg... soooo sooo sorie!!! i totalie frgt bout da changin of daez thingie... aaarrgghh.. ma mind is reli goin berserk...breathe in.... breathe out....breathe in.. ok... n fer dose hu still dun tink im still in ma lala land.. n nt takin ma studies seriously.. i am ok!!! hmrf.. dunnoe wad else to sae to u redi.. red cross is on wei ren now.. wadeva it is.. n shall see how is da first day of trainin under him. sha sha will definitely enjoy tix horh sha.. hahax... newae meet cikgu fer da oral thingie.. n can i cant believe how sucky ma malay is!!! n da oral is lyk on mon??!!! which is 3 daes away!!!!! cikgu was lyk dah oklah.. jgn try bayak banyak.. nanti pening!!! cuz i keep brinin in oth factors out of da blue!!! haiz..
aiya okiez. la.. betta get back to da loads of h/w.. tataz.. n sha rmb tmr hor!! i shall wait fer eu.. cyaz..
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7:45 AM <3
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why is he owaes pickin on me??? why isit owaes me tt he wanna pick a fight on.. why cant he juz leave me alone.. n dun bother me.. i'd rather nt havin him tokin to me den havin him pickin on me.. n irritatin me ALL DA BLARDY TIME!!!!! haiz.. im soo irritated.. i dunnoe how long i can still stand him norhz!!! asshole... i admit sumtym i reli do nd his help.. bt compare da help i nd frm him.. n da irritation tt he gives me.. frgt it.. i'll rather live through dose minor miserable time... den to face him n get irritated.. n cursed all da time..
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1:07 PM <3
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why cant she juz keep her blardy mouth shut??? ok lah if she wanna open her mouth open it at da right time la... she gt brains to tink... so tink la... make good use of it.. haiz... eeeerrrrrr sooooooo much problemz.. n ma asshole bro is reli gettin on ma nerve dae by dae.. hr by hr... n sec by sec!!!!! aaaaaarrrggggghhhhhhhhhzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hrmf!!!!!!! i onlie have ONE BRAIN.... ONE MIND.. and ONE HEART!!!!!!! so stop pissin me out!!!! aaarrrgggghhhh!!!! i'll get a heart -attack u noe!!! hmrf!!! hahahahz.... betta go off redi b4 tt bro cum n nagg again!!! haiizzz...
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todae is a total slacky dae!!! haiz.. i dunnoe wth i did da whole dae fr goodness sake... soo sian.. n yet sooo slacky!!! haiz.. ermz.. n da swimming carnival sux ok.. i'd rather haf sch lorhz!!! hmrf!! jaafar n he's stoooooooopid ideas!!!! asshole...
newae... yest i actuallie wanna finish up all ma h/w.. den in da end i fell aslp at 7 plus all da wae till da nxt morn nice horhz.. i tink i slpt fer at lest 12 hrs lorhz.. n i didnt get anything done juz now.. nice nice... went to tuition n uncle tayeb gaf sm a-maths qns n i was totalie stump..... wth lorhz... lucky i wasnt da onlie 1 to be stump!!!! hhahhazz... im sooo crazie nowadaes.. i dunnoe why..
haiz.. sooo dead bored arhz.. kie la.. goin off liaoz.. tataz..
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1:37 AM <3
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haiz.. its been sum tym since i last updated ma blog.. lol.. sorie de.. hehhz.. ermz...been experiencin lotsa dwns tix week.. especiallie tiz week. aiya dunnoe why la..probablie its da first wk of sch rytez.. den veri lethargic.. newae.. im tired damn tired of everything tts happenin arnd me.. haiz.. everythings aint right... im hatin everything.. n i do mean everything.. haiz.. n everything i do.. deres ntg tt i can do it right!!! wth is happening to mie??? HAIZ!!!! even things tt interest me.. has no meanin to me anymore.. its juz me.. n da blank spaces arnd me...soo blank.. sooo empty!!! ntg is filled except fer hatret n disapointment.. which i continuously been receiving one afta anoth... haiz... n betta still da relc thing.. we hafta teach or SHARE our experience wit da rest of da ppl..n i gt a whole grp of erpz ppl.. i dun even feel lyk teachin dem anything cuz i dunno a single thing.. haiz.. wadeva la.. nice nice will be dere oso la.. so nice nice.. beprepared cuz i dunnoe a single thing.. hehhz..
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3:25 PM <3
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